Pæsœ - Grandma Said Lyrics

I know they see the pain in my eyes
Everyday I pray he'll see the light
Praying everyday and every night
And I know that God is on my side
And I know gotta win the fight
Yeah I gotta go go go
They tryna tempt me every single night
And I tell em no no no

That's on my momma
Been through some trauma
My grandma said I'm getting taller
Could be a baller
They said we can't wait till u grow up
And now I'm grown up
Been through the war and now I'm older
Now I'm a soldier

First I was an optimist
Now I am a pessimist
Been through the war I ain't been the same ever since
Used to follow trends with fake friends to be relevant
Now I set the precedent
I could be a president
I could run the county
Please don't come for me
Angel on my shoulder but these Demons under me
Born on mars
With a back full of scars
Can't go Can't turn back no more
I been living in the trenches
Thinking bout it different
I been on my mission
Tryna make decisions
Hard headed kid I ain't never listen
I can see the vision
I can feel the tension
I can feel the love I can feel the pain
I can feel the real I can feel the fake
Wishing I was blind to it everyday
Tryna close my eyes see it anyway
Tryna close my eyes see it anyway
And I know the night brings a brighter day
There's always sunlight after all the rain
Dreaming bout things I could never change
Thoughts invade my brain I throw em on the train
Overthinking train I watch it drive away
It's going off the rails and I can't hit the breaks

That's on my momma
Been through some trauma
My grandma said I'm getting taller
Could be a baller
They said we can't wait till u grow up
And now I'm grown up
Been through the war and now I'm older
Now I'm a soldier

I know they see the pain in my eyes
Everyday I pray he'll see the light
Praying everyday and every night
And I know that God is on my side
And I know gotta win the fight
Yeah I gotta go go go
They tryna tempt me every single night
And I tell em no no no

That's on my momma
Been through some trauma
My grandma said I'm getting taller
Could be a baller
They said we can't wait till u grow up
And now I'm grown up
Been through the war and now I'm older
Now I'm a soldier

I got the baggage from Timmy Jimmy
Watched them on the TV w my sister phi phi
When I was so carefree with no one to need me
When My bro was player 1 and I played Luigi
Everything's gonna be okay
Momma said it would okay
I know you wanna vibe for a good night
I just wanna stay alive live a good life
Grew up in a town
Where there ain't no frowns
Where the sun always shines
And there ain't no clouds
Where the cops don't care if you white or you brown
And you ain't gotta worry bout a thing for mile
Got a little older and the weather got colder
When I looked around I saw a lot more frowns
A lot more troubles a lot more rain
A lot more struggles a lot more pain
But when I grew up I knew nothing had changed
As kid I just ain't notice the rain
When I was a kid I ain't notice the pain
Ain't nothing different my vision just changed
Ain't nothing different I get it I stay on my pivot
I finish you know I stay winning
I got some scars but you know I stay kicking
Jump over cars and I dunk like blake griffin

That's on my momma
Been through some trauma
My grandma said I'm getting taller
Could be a baller
They said we can't wait till u grow up
And now I'm grown up
Been through the war and now I'm older
Now I'm a soldier