PSAP - Homeless Lyrics

I was dreamin' dreamin' dreamin' on a park bench
Watching the birds smell in the stench of myself
I was sleepin' sleepin' sleepin' on that very same bench
I am a homeless person
Or at least in my head

Why do people die before they grow old?
Why does most water that you feel feel so cold?
When I was a child I always did what I was told
So why do I feel like dying before I've grown old

That orange juice toothpaste taste
In your mouth
She said whatever you put in
That's what
You'll get out
I had a dream that I cried at my grandma's funeral
But I didn't
I had a dream that I tried to live in her house
But I couldn't
So that's why I say that I am homeless
Or at least in my head

That's why I'm begging you please
My friend
Can I crash here instead?

Why do people die before they grow old?
Why does most water that you feel feel so cold?
When I was a child I always did what I was told
So why do I feel like dying before I've grown old
Why do people die before they grow old?
Why does most water that you feel feel so cold?
When I was a child I always did what I was told
So why do I feel like dying before I've grown old

I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own
I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own
I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own
I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own
I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own
I have no home, I have no home, I have no place that I can go
I have no place that I will call my own

I confuse nostalgia for sadness
Your floor for a mattress
And this place for my home