PSAP - The Man Inside My House Lyrics

You had eighteen pink pedals in your eyes
From your two trips around our number nine
And I couldn't get them out even though I tried
I cried 'cause you'd already died
On the inside

I'm not the first man who's seen Him
He said there's another who tried to beat Him here
And then and there
He gave me a warning
He said I'd meet him
In the morning
And face my fears

And I will run to the arms of an angel
I will fall underneath her spell
I will crawl out from the ashes
Just to see I've burned in hell
And I will run to the arms of an angel
I will fall underneath your spell
I will crawl out from the ashes
Just to see I've burned in hell

I am the bastard child of faith and doubt
But my mother and my father never told me about the pain
That never goes away
And I have to scream but I have no mouth
And my second oldest brother tried to break me out of the pain
But it never goes away

There is a man inside my house
I locked the doors
He can't get out
And every night
He says my name
But I can't hear him
Through the window panes

We will find out as it crumbles
What the purpose was
We will see all we've fought for
Shattered dust to dust
I've seen trees on fire
Deadly ancient storm
I've seen lovely, perfect, tortured
Souls that haven't been born

And we will run to the arms of angels
And we will fall underneath their spells
And we will crawl out from the ashes
Just to see we've burned in hell

I am the bastard child of faith and doubt
But my mother and my father never told me about the pain
That never goes away
And I have to scream but I have no mouth
And my second oldest brother tried to break me out from the pain
But it never goes away

All these insects
My regrets and insecurities
When I'm dead
What comes next?
Decompose and consume me
And I'll admit that all my sin
Brought me here to where I stand
But when I meet him
In the morning
I will not shake his hand