What the f*ck am I doing here
I could feel you so near
But I'm turning a blind eye
So I can continue to live a life
I'm living a life
I know that the evidence is real
Because I lie about what I feel
I can try to make excuses
But in the end they're just excuses
So how could I ever turn my back on this
Where are you
I got these blessings all around me
But I don't care
What am I doing here