[pseudonym] - SADSOHEAVY Lyrics

I don't like to take you down the stairs
Your hesitation always leaves me scared
Will this be the time you come crashing down
I don't like to take you up the stairs
I gotta stay one step behind
And catch you all the time
Whenever I try to support you
You get scared
You pull away
And I don't know what else to say
What's it feel like
Wishing you were dead
Just to get you out of my head
Pain's too deep sometimes
I been watching
You been breathing heavy
And it's getting irregular
And I don't know what to do
You're so heavy
Shutting down
And so heavy
I remember at the lake
I remember at the lake
I thought that would be a pretty good last day
You had room to run around
And I had room to think of tombs of you
I'm so sad
You're so heavy
I'm so sad
So mad
You're so heavy
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
I'm not ready...
I'm not ready...