[pseudonym] - Too Gone Lyrics

Don't bring these up
And I won't say a word
I write these for myself
Just pretend you've never heard
I throw nothing at the wall
Only motion with my arms
So nothing ever sticks
All this lack of action is causing myself harm

But I'm caught
I feel stuck
I was dealt a bad hand or
I've run out of luck
I spread myself too thin
I embrace sin
I want a life that I may never begin
My brain doesn't work
I can never commit
I try to purify but I always return to shit
I know what you say
I'm 'one step away'
But I feel
Too far gone

I am a little lonely angry
Cold and jaded
Please just hold me
I cannot feel your phantom hands
Scoop me off the ground
No deaf ears, just no commitment
Wish that I would just get with it
I try to adjust altitude
But I keep myself down

But I'm caught
I feel stuck
I was dealt a bad hand or
I've run out of luck
I spread myself too thin
I embrace sin
I want a life that I may never begin
My brain doesn't work
I can never commit
I try to purify but I always return to shit
I know what you say
I'm 'one step away'
But I feel
Too far gone