PSMIITH - Okinawa Lyrics

I'd never admit it while I'm living
My mama did too much for me to give in
To the pressure 'tween the floor and the ceiling
I'm tryna reach it
But lately I've been feeling like theres nothing underneath me
What if I don't succeed with
Everything everyone expects me to accomplish?
Bombarded with constant conflict of this Gemini mindset
Been waiting two decades, is it time yet?
I'm getting a bit impatient, when am I next?
Some people tell me that I need to have a back up plan
But every semester feels like I'm playing catch up, damn
And thats the back up to get my masters in hand
So my family don't ever have to scrap up change again
That is the motive
And some might say that I'm hopeless
But give it time, consistent lines the main focus
You hitting dimes, get twisted right? The lames don't get
Much out of living, trippin, its sickening... next topic
Stopping at nothing to get where I'm going, wah-lah
Fit for the open, much love, lit match, got game like my girl Lala
The amount of F-U-C-K's I've ever given is nada
Life's cold from cold hearts, this is Okinawa
Kamikaze visions, longer living, snipe precision
Might be missing part of the brain that manages inhibition
Slightly different, pride is binging, purging on you purposely
Higher winning, life decisions, hunger is what burns in me
Even when I'm starving in these economic times
I take the time to give a hand to less than Marvin grinds
I'm fortunate, so I never judge a soul that is hurting
Depending on how hot the porridge is, I'm dishing out my purpose
I said I'd never admit it while I'm living
But oh well, so well in tune that others are over-clipping
The ones that talk the most, think they're completing missions
I call a spade a spade, I'm a diamond in this district, yeah, yeah