I just wanna to hold you
With all the things I go through
Said I don't even know you
But you feelin like my go to, go to, go to, go to
I just wanna to hold you
With all the things I go through
Said I don't even know you
But you feelin like my go to, go to, go to, go to
I been on this, I been on this I been grinding
I been on this, I been on this I been shining
I been on this, I been on this I been finding
Like everything that's really goin on
Tell me how you really feel
Well look honestly, I've been caught up in these fantasies
Seeing everything I wanna see
Placing myself in the trap when I'm running it back cuz I'm loving the energy
I ain't think that you was feelin me
I really thought that you was through with me
All of the mess that I did and having a kid on the way, ah man, what you gonna say
Tell me that I really need to pray
Tell me that I'm fake over here spreading yo truth but I too busy tryna get laid
Tryna get laid and you know what I'm doin with all these sexy mamas
Every time gotta get more drama with the girl that I'm with
And imma try to change for the better move it all pass the weather
But I'm going back and forth while I'm tryna write this letter
Tell me what I'm rapping for if the sins ain't erasing got these demons steady chasin
Cuz they all in my location and I'm like chill
Yeah I gotta get a better build, yeah I gotta get a better life yeah
I'm saying things right but I'm doing it the wrong way
Cuz I rather take the long way that's why I'm having a long day every time
That I open my eyes and I'm hearing the thoughts that are taking me nowhere
And it's feeling so low here, this is why I really can't go here
And I'm like God please, I'm right here on my knees I know that I have sinned
But please just let me in I swear I'll never do it again, you my go to, what's an L without the win
I just wanna to hold you
With all the things I go through
And I don't even know you
But you feelin like my go to, go to, go to, go to
You feelin like my go to