Got asthmatic attacks cause of oxygen I lack
I just wanted to relax but they pushed me to my max
Told me I can't know what it is death beholds
Till I am no more so it's time to let it go
Caught myself and I roll a dutch
Saw how life go round in its clutch
Now I'm on the hunt for a truth I can confront
Created by creation or mutated by mutation
I don't even know what it is I believe in
Please give me reasons to stop all the treason
Cause you know I'm living like reality is fleeting
And I'm back again
Falling in the trap again
Calling out all my accidents
Can't escape the labyrinth
Wish that I could handle it
Substance that I dabble in
My mind is unraveling
But I'm back again
Subject to incessant self destruction, I'm erupting
It's unrelenting, the lack of clarity corrupting
Maybe I'm just bluffing, or my seams uncoming
I'm undone and spun afflicted with coupling
Suppressed, covered in deprecated jests
Depressive arrests
Detained they attest
Attain the rearrangement
Emotional displacements
Making the engagement
When I make what's on my mind I don't need explaining
I'm unaccepting that I gotta be liable
In cycles I go when I'm acting maniacal
Any introspection I have is undeniable
I'm finding now, my mind is unreliable
Don't take it to heart it's not intentional
I'm what's known as a toxic individual
I apologize for remnants left residually
I put those scars upon your psyche too habitually
And I'm back again
Falling in the trap again
Calling out all my accidents
Can't escape the labyrinth
Wish that I could handle it
Substance that I dabble in
My mind is unraveling
But I'm back again