Psylent Note - Love Or Not Lyrics

I wanna build something thats real something that's just for us
I wanna build us something real let's build on love & trust
Feel what I feel then f*ck how I feel if that's too much to ask
I fell, now stand right outa love on both my feet and brush the dust
Tracing back to all our trails and paths
I must have known we'd be apart
With all that said I must adjust
I don't know no love
I only get it when it's tough
Cover up my scars swear to God
I cross my heart
I Thought you gon ride till the end
F*ck it I'm never gon learn
At night I just toss and I turn
I question myself
I'm needing a xan
Can't even lie to my friends
Hole in my heart and it hurts
Must be my stupidest verse
My love in a hearse
At cupid I curse
You turned a gift to curse
Hope that you proud of yourself
I hope that you proud of yourself
You shattered our plans
I'm cleaning the mess
Pick up whatever that's left
Throwing it all in the trash
No weed or no henny can help
Just leave alone I'll be by myself
Thinking back to when it was me & you
All the things we used to do
Now I gotta play the fool
Smoking tryna play it cool
You a dime and I must be dropping jewels
Before you spend your time on her make sure that she's invested too
Or have these hoes play you nigga that shit pitiful
Talk bout what you didn't do
All stupid ridicule
Throw it in your face hopping that that shit will get to you
You stupid and forgetful too
You know I was so Into you
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you
Saving coins tryna buy the moon
Give you the world that's now split in two
Head on my chest coz I treasured you
You never understood that I'm the nigga that was made you
Maybe we both products of the traumas that we living through

I thought you gon ride till the end
Fvck it I'm never gon learn
At night I just toss and I turn
I question myself
I'm needing a xan
Can't even lie to my friends
Hole in my heart and it hurts
This must be my stupidest verse
My love in a hearse
At cupid I curse
You turn a gift to curse
I hope that you proud of yourself
I hope that you proud of yourself
You shattered our plans
I'm cleaning the mess
Pick up whatever that's left
I'm throwing it all in the trash
No weed or no henny can help
Just leave alone I'll be by myself