PTO - neverland (feat. mae) Lyrics

I was never raised to be a sinner
Till the day i met you
That' s when i started lookin in the mirror
Figured out what i was always meant to do
I've laughed, I've cried
I've said goodbye
To the old me
I'm never going back
I'm done with settling
For less than i deserve
I know ya heard

Thought I turned a new leaf
But to my relief
I'm the same grease stain
With my gold green chain

Oh no
Thought I was on a new path
Till my habits grew bad
Took a step forward
But now I got two back

I've made peace not deals with my demons
That's why I'm receiving
This unholy water at this bar is surely deceiving
Will either turn me up or pull me down and leave me grieving
That's a fact

Oh well
Everything's changed
But I think I stayed the same
At least I say that
Until things start getting strange

I'm walking on the line of the dark side of the moon
Hope the city gives me back
Catch you later see you soon

Lets unwind
Slow down time
To a state
Of utter relaxation
I was looking out my window
Tryna stare up into space
All these faces all around me
They don't even know my name

Your gravity is pulling me
Twenty-five but I feel almost half a century
My mind is stuck in in the gutter
On the other hand
I know my demons live in f*cking luxury

Carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Atlas should've warned me before I took it over
I know that i'm wasting all my time chasing highs
And I know I'm getting older

But I'm still living day by day
You know I'm tryna find my wave

Drifting away im lost at sea
Riding the waves to the currency
Finding my way, into neverland
I'll fly so high that I never land

Drifting away from reality
Riding the waves to eternity
I'll leave this city, when i paint it black
Don't look for me, I'll be right back

Come with me
And you'll be
Melting in
A pool of your creation

Lets unwind
Slow down time
To a state
Of utter relaxation