Waking up
Out of trust
The comforting hugs
From my mattress and rugs
Will keep me lying here
I sleep through the pain
I'm awake and I feel it again
I'm out of options
I'm out of choices
Offings the way to go
Anger fills my head
Anxiety leaves me for dead
I can't stop crying
I can't stop weeping
Down this spiral I go
Your lacklustre cares
And suicidal stares
Pull out from the shore
And into the sea
Trying to drown me
Hope holds no hand
No guidance to show me to go
When I've lost way
Are you here stay?
Will you be my wall?
A touch of grace
Will pull me from this place
Clouds above will
Show me out
Give me the key to go
I'm coming home
Save my room
Clean it up and
Forget the mess
That I was ever here
I owe you
More than I can give
You saved my life and
Mend my soul and
You're forever here
Waking up
Full of trust
The comforting hugs
From your arms are enough
To keep me living