In the depth of the night
Many voices on my mind
Can't go outside
Living in the fire
A remedy we find
A chance to cross this painful line
Sleep sweetheart
There's no one inside
Inside your mind
Without it seems like
A eternity I'm out the light
Every time
Fearing my mind
Parents giving me lies
To make me feel alive
Today is my birthday
I didn't even know
So happy birthday for me
I won't let them find out I'm like
This again
The meds still working
Keeping me away
From everything that's
Real I don't even know anymore
People telling stories
About me
I'm not that freak
Okay.. Maybe a little
I'm not that freak I'm not
I'm not that freak I'm not
So happy birthday for me
I won't let them find out I'm like
This again
The meds still working
Keeping me away
From everything that's
Real I don't even know anymore
A story about a cursed guy
Everything could be
Better if I wasn't that freak
I know
Please tell me
Where can I find
Peace for me I'm paralyzed
The voices won't let me go