Purdah - Devil's Words Lyrics

I'll give you what you want here come closer
God ain't gon' help ya' don't listen to that poser
You think he's gonna' help ya' once you get older
Gettin colder, But you're still God's little soldier
Losin' this war inside my head, I want to eat this lead
They have to be okay, I'll give it up so they don't pay
I see your enemies say who put em' in place?
Oh no it wasn't me I don't have that kind if grace
Aren't you tired? Feelin' like you have no way
I'll give you everything you asked for, ya' gotta' sign and date
Your mom, she won't have to pay another bill
Your cousins, won't be in the streets doin drills
Your siblings could go to any college they feel
Hell to me boy see you got the best deal
Riches beyond your wishes and wildest dreams
B*****s fat ass and t**s with a smile that gleams
Mansions not no house, b*****s all around f**k a spouse
Why have a wife? Theres three fat asses on the couch
Have the fans that you want even break records
Make the best moves like professional checkers
I bet you'd like a b***h with s double decker
The type to grab your pipe no question just let her
You like guns? I hear your favorites the Beretta
You could buy that s**t and a whole bunch better
I could give you a life a lil' something to remember
Just know I'll be back so yo' ass better be clever
When is this gon' end, All I want is a best friend
Somebody I can love, And feel like I'm enough
These the Devil's words that n***a he speaks to me
He seen how bein' on God's side was eatin' me
I just want to get it quicker I deserve it equally
I know the things you really want don't come easily
Its just everything happening in my life recently
Negative s**t been happening to me more frequently
Thought being a Christian would help me live peacefully
I can't even drive the whip without wanting to hit a tree
Life is a game man that really explains it
We all being controlled and we can't wven say s**t
But why does he only come once I finally aim it
Right to my head boutta' make this mind brainless
There's no reason to commit I'd still go to Hell
So might as well let the demon give me a deal
Instead of goin' quick by the shot from the steel
I'll just die slow with millions to spill
No matter what I do I'm dead, Do it for them instead
Long as they can live, With no f***s to give