Sittin' here wonderin' when I'll find my home
Cold wind rushin' in this whiskey glass will keep me warm
Never knew walkin' this path would turn out to be a lonely road
Left the "what ifs" to the past because that thought it kills my soul
Every time I turned to you all you showed was your ass
Even the sweetest of peaches they don't always last
Keep my head held high a man should be strong
But as a man I will not be where I don't belong
They aint changing who I am
That boy from out the E
I'm cookin' up a scheme
To be the best they've ever seen
Up most nights
I should be asleep on better springs
A bed fit for a king
With the woman of my dreams
Didn't like where my storys headed
So I rewrote the page
To this music I'm indebted
Yeah it never fails to save
Life will kill you if you let it
Get a hold on today
Sick of feelin' pathetic
Time to take over the states
Watchin' tears fall from her eyes
Asking' God give me all her pain
Momma you gon' be surprised
When you see what your boy became
Sittin' here wonderin' when I'll find my home
Cold wind rushin' in this whiskey glass will keep me warm
Never knew walkin' this path would turn out to be a lonely road
Left the "what ifs" to the past because that thought it kills my soul
Every time I turned to you all you showed was your ass
Even the sweetest of peaches they don't always last
Keep my head held high a man should be strong
But as a man I will not be where I don't belong
Didn't see the truth 'till I was old enough
You're the one who cares the most how you're holding up
You can brag or boast but when the doors are shut
Your words are scars to the oldest cuts
My drive is one thing they can't take away
Feel like a anime how my words delay
Said a line last may but I feel it more today
Telling' you your words are a powerful thang
Sittin' here wondering' when I'll find my home
Cold wind rushin' in I got my whiskey glass to keep me warm