Pvrple - brink of burial Lyrics

Take me to the ocean and to the moon
Baby, you're broken oh girl me too
I hate that you're not open and I'm a loon
Baby you were chosen, I'll see you soon

Look myself in the mirror
The f*ck is in my DNA
I am made of something that makes it hard for you to stay
If they asked a couple years prior
It wouldn't be this way
I would have the whole family where we all could see the waves
Baby what you think of me now?
Can't wait to see the day
I can't wait to tell you how you always put me in a daze
Even on that fateful day
You yelled in my f*ckin' face
You acted like you didn't know oh baby we don't see the same

Why do we often neglect the ones that we might need the most?
The words would've spilled out of my mouth but I'd be getting choked
You the one that taught me to feel pain and I would've taken more
Just to have you near me cause baby you the one I chose
You didn't have to spare my feelings
Cause now there's not much to lose
I'd be getting shot down cause a woman couldn't tell the truth
No way I would crash out (again)
To the likes of you
I didn't have to take it to the heart but it's the path I choose

Baby do you want me?
I know you'd never want me
If only you would look beyond the face I'm kinda ugly
Baby take my hand I'll take you to where it's lovely
Please don't mind the shaking I swear I'll get through it roughly
I know my heart is cold accept me for who I am
I'm looking for the answers this world is but exam
When you're next to me I swear I won't go away
Baby don't worry I'll come back to you someday

Maybe it was for the better I still got the letter
I would try to spend it all with you I felt like a bother
You gave me the feeling of a faulty product system error
Now I'm on the brink of a burial
I'm tearing down your pedestal
Unlocking my cynical
Lately I've been terrible
And I doubt that you'd care at all

Look myself in the mirror
The f*ck is in my DNA
I am made of something that makes it hard for you to stay
If they asked a couple years prior
It wouldn't be this way
I would have a whole family where we all could see the waves
Baby what you think of me now?
Can't wait to see the day
I can't wait to tell you how you always put me in a daze
Even on that fateful day
You yelled in my f*ckin' face
You acted like you didn't know oh baby we don't see the same