January 6th Video (MV)

Hi
Yeah i'm just here to say goodbye
How much time will it take for me to say goodbye
To you
I was drunk storytiming
To myself i was loving and your eyes in a black memory
I got this picture in my head
And its you on a bench
Sunset mye eyes all over you
Wish i can apologize straight into your ocean eyes
But i'm still in love with you
I miss those times with you
I miss those nights with you
I miss those laughs with you
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead
I wish i'd never met you
I wish i'd never hurt you
F*ckin with my head you told me you did not need me
You f*ckin traumatized me
Of course i feel guilty
And it's f*ckin killing me
I f*ckin hate you girl
I f*ckin hate me to
I know its not simple
I've been alone with you
It doesn't make sense how i feel right now
I want to forget but i don't know
How
I miss those times with you
I miss those nights with you
I miss those laughs with you
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead
Your smile keeps me dying
In this mess i left
I f*ckin hate me to and
I know you're sad
You cried yourself to sleep in this tragic mess
And i apreciate the memories we had
In those cold winter nights
In those cool summer times
We were killing our time with the memories we have
I watch them burn down in pain
I f*cked your life up i hate me
Beautiful pain that's what i feel
F*ck the times i used to love you
F*ck my mind i wish i was too
I miss those times with you
I miss those nights with you
I miss those laughs with you
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead
F*ckin with my head sometimes i wish you were dead