Pyrat - sometimes i wonder Lyrics

We had it going
Thought we never would crash
Forever I thought we would last
A couple bumps that we had
We patched it up and got back on the road
Another state another zip code
When we got there it's like you switched souls
Soon as we touched down you switched phones
I tried to talk to but it wouldn't work
With everything I tried tho it should've worked
You packed your bags up and told me you were leaving
From the blindside & I didn't even see you
Memories on the wall splatter making space
All my photos and paintings that'll eventually get erased
In due time I'll know what it's like to be away
But right now I stay fronting cause I know my place
Towers being climbed like mountains soaring high
No time to debate cause it doesn't bring any gratitude or ease my mind
Overthinking it'll just leave me falling behind
Demons trying to come back every time that I hide
Love your life they tell me just love your life
But they'll never understand this pain that I got inside

Come and take my hand
I'll take you so high that you'll never land
Come along with me
Sing my songs with me
Never lookin where the problems be
I think you the chosen one but you ain't willin to change for me
Some days I be hopin for the same
Think I love her but damn maybe I should change
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder

They been speakin crazy they be goin ham
I've been with you lately it's been all kinds of crazy
Goin 185 in the Mercedes
Why you watchin me
You ain't stopping me
Why you talkin' to me
All these bitches be comin up on me
But honestly they just don't have the connection
As you and me
Come in my direction lets just go an flow with the fluency
I flipped the pages got a paper cut
I'm on the final chapter
These words were set in stone way before and will be after
I closed this book of life
Thankful for these moments that I captured
They've developed like a Polaroid
Vivid in every detail
Grief comes in waves
I'm tip toeing around the sea-shells
Drowning in these thoughts my eyes tear up
Will I find my purpose?
Don't know when that day will come
But I keep my faith and keep on searching
Lately I been feeling like I'm lesser than
Tryna Impart wisdom to my seeds
To grow up an be a better me
My heart's on my sleeve
I wear it with pride but there's a divide that I can't explain
I went and set the bar so high
It's becoming harder to obtain
But still I aim in hopes to reach it

Come and take my hand
I'll take you so high that you'll never land
Come along with me
Sing my song with me
Never lookin where the problems be
I think you the chosen one but you ain't willin to change for me
Some days I be hopin for the same
Think I love her but damn maybe I should change
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder

Come and take my hand
I'll take you so high that you'll never land
Come along with me
Sing my song with me
Never lookin where the problems be
I think you the chosen one but you ain't willin to change for me
Some days I be hopin for the same
Think I love her but damn maybe I should change
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder