The Pyroglyphs - Lost (Envy, Sloth) Lyrics

I used to wonder how artists achieve their success
When all they try to do is try to be like the rest
I thought an artist uniqueness would seem to impress
But I see we tempurpedic, they sleep on the best
My depression, gave a vessel for demons to rest
Feeling empty, hemp leaves and drink in excess
Till one man understanding my feeling of death
Made one jam, formed a band, my being resurrected
High was the feeling inside
Like my spirit revived
No longer did I feel the ceilings the sky
Amazed that they shared the same vision as I
Fans raged in the place while we killing it live
I thought they'd stay by my side
Unbreakable bond style
Forgot everything that rise
Eventually falls down
I felt the swing of an ax
Cutting my heart down
From the fallout
I'm back to feeling lost now

I feel lost inside the dark
Lost nothing to see
Exhausted like I been working hard
Nothing achieved
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A Sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea

I'm lost in my remorse
Lost all my belief
I offered my support
And got nothing received
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea

I used to be a little kid dreaming of sex
Preyed to god, send me a broad
For me to caress
Feeling envy as a teen
When my peers getting fresh
Even though they were dicks
The chicks seem to accept
I was too nice
And the type they seem to reject
So I dove into beats
Recording speech on cassettes
Now they feeling me
I started receiving interest
Till one gal felt my style
And seeming obsessed
Fly lady sent from the sky
Prayers came into life
Plus she like I stay creating a rhyme
But what happens when time pass
She aching inside
Starts hating on your passion
Cuz it takes up her time
I thought she'd stay by my side
Unbreakable bond style
Forgot everything that rise
Eventually falls down
I felt the swing of an ax
Cutting my heart down
From the fallout
I'm back to being lost now

I feel lost inside the dark
Lost nothing to see
Exhausted like I been working hard
Nothing achieved
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A Sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea

I'm lost in my remorse
Lost all my belief
I offered my support
And got nothing received
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea

I feel lost inside the dark
Lost nothing to see
Exhausted like I been working hard
Nothing achieved
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A Sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea

I'm lost in my remorse
Lost all my belief
I offered my support
And got nothing received
I'm lost with these negative thoughts
Inside of me
A sloth in my ocean of thoughts
Drowning at sea