I said I love no one above but you don't believe that at all
You said you down whenever I need you but is it true can I call
Say you wont leave you here for me but now i got second thoughts
Apologies for insecurities I'm tryna let go my flaws
To be true know it ain't you I'm just confused confused by my flaws
I've been hurt I've been abused and they keep breaking me down
Feel like I'm cursed just to be used so I never have no one round
This love shit hurt so I take percs too many scars I can't count
I want us and I want trust but bae I second guess sounds
I want us and I want trust but bae I'm stuck in my ways
I know my actions speak the loudest but my words penetrate
I'll spill my heart but disregard if i shed tears from my pain
Reverse the time I'd probably rewind through memories that I hate
Father time had taught me signs how lies and truth can relate
Intentions show me different I cant lie I get afraid
Overthinking make me distant trying hard not to change
Forever is unfamiliar when the heart talk to the brain
Tell me lies or tell me nothing but to me its all the same
Bullet proof it just for cupid I can't take no more pain
You know the heart'll make you stupid feel crazy and deranged
Forever is unfamiliar when the heart talk to the brain
Tell me lies or tell me nothing but to me its all the same
Bullet proof it just for cupid I can't take no more pain
You know the heart'll make you stupid feel crazy and deranged