Bad days, bad thoughts
All my rage is what I got
But I don't show it, for their sake
A vicious cycle, no escape
I hate myself, because I care
As you smile, and I stare
Into an abyss, that does lie
Only in my lonely eyes
I'll hurt myself, before you
Convinced it's my fault, convinced it's true
No blaming, no shaming, what others have
No one needs my burden on their back
I know I'm greater than the sum
Of every negative thought I spun
It's hard to talk, no one sees inside
I'm still lonely, despite what I smile like