Think that I'm burning out
Soon as I get the money
I'm leaving town
Wish it was right now
Mind over matter
High like I'm window shopping earth from Saturn
Wish that I understood some real ass laughter
Think that I spotted the pattern
I just theorize that I memorized all of your lies
Integrated into my mind
Damn what a waste of f*cking time
What really is just left to find
Get the binder, write it down
And never find it
Don't really know how powerful my mind is
On the low I don't remember events from years ago
I just left it in the past
Now get in the car
And hit the gas
Go too fast
Crash into the wall
Another day another week
Another fall another summer
Another call
Thought I saw her face in another
So I f*cked her
Another clubber
I don't think I ever loved her
Damn what a shame
I wish I could serenade my pain away
You won't ever understand
I stand tall just as a man
But I'm still running away up from my past
Watch it burn as I am pouring out the gas
Shit don't change
As I age
The more that I think
I should get a permanent shrink
Feel it now I feel like running
Away from it all and all of the money
But I can't cause my girl calls me her hubby
And I love her so damn much
I just can't help it
I keep on f*cking up
Put all my shit onto the table
I'll leave town as soon as I'm able
I'll leave now you don't gotta pay for me
Wonder if when I reach hell I can say I got some friends inside
Scared this follows me wherever I damn reside
I cannot hide
For much more time