It's up to me to follow suit or lead the way
I respond to what's been given
Peace I choose to live
Chaos and destruction disruption
Only prayer and meditation can save my thoughts
Rock bottom almost feels like the top
I don't expect for you to understand
I expect nothing
But I still know I'm worth something more than anyone can label me
More than my father and my mother wishing they made better choices
That including me
I still won the race
So my effort is to believe that I can make me and the others around me better even if it's in the sake of the demise
That meaning
We go our separate ways
Hard feelings or are no feelings at all
I respect you
Purpose you gave
Respect
Most importantly, a change
I miss you and I love you and it pains me but life is full of chapters of pain
That including working out
Or deciding not to pick up your favorite snack on a Monday just because it makes you feel better in the moment
It was time to redirect before but with serious intension now
I'm not sorry for choosing the right way
But I love you
And in order to win, is why I will never stay