QueenLee - 3. Bargaining Lyrics

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How far should we rewind
So that you would not lose your mind?
What words and turns can safely happen
So that I could feel alive again?
Don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with
Not happy with our outcome
Declining it, that's definite
What if I had been more healthy
What if I could see more in me
What if I had stayed the same in time?
What if all those years were empty
What if you had never met me
What if we'd still have hope for our light?
Would that mean the end is not in sight
Could that mean that everything's alright?
What if my eyes shined bit brighter
What if cancer felt much lighter
What if my hair stayed that long in time?
What if all those tears were empty
What if all you knew was sunny me
What if our love was still solid in pride?
Could that mean that everything's alright (it's alright)
You and me, we'd both be here alright? (it's alright)
Don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with
(don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with)
Not happy with our outcome declining it, that's definite
(not happy with our outcome declining it, that's definite)
What if you had gone into therapy
What if you'd take accountability
What if you had grown with me in time?
(What if, what if, what if, what if?)
What if you had pure intentions
What if those stayed pure, not tainted
What if you'd not cheat, lie and twist my mind?
Would that mean the end is not in sight (it's alright)
Could that mean that everything's alright (it's alright)
Would that mean, at least it ended right?
It's alright