Goodbye Video (MV)

This feeling always comes suddenly
Everything reminds me of your memory
You were the sun, you were the light
You were the joy, but it was just a lie
Flowing river, that goes on and on
Rushing in without remorse, you showed no sign

I can't believe I'll never see your face again
I know I have to, but I just can't face it

This plan does not come easily
Is it the pills or fear of being empty
It is so cold , It is so dark
It's no godamn joke, but it is so real
Waking nightmare, that runs day after day
Pushing out with rage, you showed no sympathy

I can't believe I'll never see your face again
I know I have to, but I just can't deal with it, No I can't face it

I know it's not fair to, but
I do blame you
What have you done

I know it's not right to, but
I do blame you
What have you done

At the thought of using
This weak and awful word
I don't have the humility and
The modesty to lose so badly

I can't believe I'll never see your face again
I know I have to, but just can't say it
Have to accept that I won't hear your voice again
I know I have to, but I just can't say goodbye