Question Mark - Out of the Loop Lyrics

I'm out of the loop
Taking a break to break out straight from self imprisonment, it's taken a while to regroup
Made so much music, they rang in my head, I just switched them from loudest to mute
But I listened to the sound of the news, I'm still hopeful the Bryants and the others jumped out with their chutes
Rest in peace and power, flowers'll bloom. A reminder that death'll come around like a noose
Went back and forth and back with self-doubt now screw it, I'm out of that loop
A childish producer back in the game looking at DMs of people that I won't refuse
I get to work with people I used to just listen to, and I get to embellish their crowns with some jewels
Woah. I'm finally out of the loop, this is my re-introduction so how do you do?

If you're out of the loop, I went back to the motherland
Balik tanawin lang ulet
Iskedyul ay malupet, it almost got the upper hand
My health couldn't take it, I was down but I got up again
How could I slow down so damn much now that I got some momentum
I'm struggling. Got caught up in mud again, but after a while I was loving it
Got cancelled by two of my closest friends, honestly I have a problem in solving it
Never felt so divided, multiplied by the fact we ain't settled our differences
Plus it is pretty much my own fault on the other hand
I'm terrified that I might fumble it
I'm feeling so numb again, if you were out of the loop, you've caught up again so

If you're stuck in a loop and you're struggling to get back up again
Everything's so damn dark
You need some time away, some time away
Remember give time for yourself, it's important to step away
So that you can restart
But don't waste your life away, don't lie and wait
'Cos you need to know that you did so well you beautiful soul
When everything goes so horribly wrong, no that ain't your fault oh
'Cos life is too short to be stuck in a loop and just laying down
With nothing going on