Quiet Comedian - One Final Blow Lyrics

I don't really care what you think of me
But find a place to hold me in your memory
Cause this one's goin down
Never thought I'd wear the crown
As the one in the town to make history
Soon you will be missin' me

Caught in a bind
Broken state of mind
Fell behind
This life sucks it ain't so kind
Not my time
No lifelines
Tired of the grind
I lost all my peace of mind
Yeah, uh,
Peace of mind
Guess it's my time to shine
Throwin' all my life away I'm wondering if I should stay?
Should I let it go
Should I let em know
What I plan to do
Should I just see it through?
Will it all be fine and will I find another open avenue?
Try one day inside my shoes if they don't fit not much you lose
Strap em up and tie em tight I promise you're in for a fight

Everything goes
Everything goes in this life that I chose
Never said bye to my sis or my bro
A slap in the face you hit that on the nose
What are the pros
Those will decide if it's time that I go
Turnin' my life into one final blow
If you love me you'll be the first one to know
Eh
One final blow
Make a decision now I'm out the door
Leaning towards it cause I'm no longer torn
No one will miss me this life was a war, yeah
One final blow
Happiness always felt more like a chore
As I jump off the bridge and down into the cold
As you're watchin' my body wash up to the shore

I wanna feel I wanna cry
I wanna feel like I'm alive
I wanna laugh into the night, into the night
I wanna feel don't wanna die
I wanna feel like I'm alive
I wanna try to get it right, to get it right
I don't really care what you think of me
So why don't I let you in on some suffering
You are filled with regret
Never will you forget
Bout the time that I took that faithful leap
Mom and dad are missin' me

Caught in a bind
Broken state of mind
Fell behind
This life sucks it ain't so kind
Not my time
No lifelines
Tired of the grind
I lost all my peace of mind
Yeah, uh,
Peace of mind
Guess it's my time to shine
Throwin all my life away I'm wondering if I should stay?
Should I let it go
Should I let em know
What I plan to do
Should I just see it through?
Will it all be fine and will I find another open avenue?
Try one day inside my shoes if they don't fit not much you lose
Strap em up and tie em tight I promise you're in for a fight