I am oversensitive
But you already know
Sometimes I want to stay out late
You're always mad when I get home
I been a little tied up in the ways of self-abusing
Think I've got the upper hand but you're acting like I'm losing
I think that I should cry more
Be a better guy for you again
Cnd I got so good at hiding it
Killing you with kindnesses
I been fading
You been waiting on me
I am inconsistent
But I'm always here for you
You never choose the path of least resistance
You punish me with truth
'Cause I'm all f*cked up with a deficit in strong guidance
I've seen my mother do some things and I knew I had to hide them
I think that I should cry more
Be a better guy for you again
Cnd I got so good at hiding it
Killing you with kindnesses
I been fading
You been waiting on me