Quinlan - AntiSocial Lyrics

I don't know what to say
To people that I see everyday
Because you know that I
Stray away
Stay away
From any more pain
That may be caused
Gotta stay in my lane
Hold up now pause
Tell me what's in your brain
Just all my flaws
You know that you'll
Never be able to attain or sustain
Like NF said if you undergo any strain
Heavy rain
You'll always feel disdained
In the presence of others
They'll be your judgers
Not brothers
Not sisters
Resistors
Along your long life ride
Don't be evil eyed
Look at the bright side
Even if inside
There's a low tide
And you can't confide
In anyone cause of your pride
Okay I lied
Cause they can't guide
They be tongue tied
You just abide
You aint allied
With no forces
Divorces
No-one endorses
Your courses
Of action
No faction
Attraction
Reaction
To your dissatisfaction
With life
Or your strife
All your setbacks
Aint no climax
You aint relax
To this syntax
Cause they don't understand
When I pull up with a man
Who is of a darker tan
That they can't say
And his eyes get bigger
So, they pull down on the trigger
I could never configure
Their rigor
Or figure out
What it is all about
I can't shout
So, I pout
And doubt their clout
I just get used
And abused
By confused
People who excuse
And accuse
When they're recused
Afterparties are for lame white folk who can't take a joke
And decide to provoke
Others to smoke
And take coke
To try and be woke
But at the end of the day
They're still broke
In more than one way
There's no hope
I mean, why do they stay
They can't cope
I guess I'll just pray
But I choke
On all of my words
I woulda preferred
You referred to me as a nerd
I'm just like a bird
Cause I heard
You tried to reword
But you slurred
Cause all of your vision is blurred
Cause he stirred
Your drink
That leads me to think
That you never incurred
You deterred
It's absurd
I wasn't born antisocial
It's through being social that I became it
Maybe if I had some good friends
They could change it
But for now, I'd rather be alone
In my zone
On my own
Without my phone
Cause it seems to be antisocial
As well
So, I'd rather not dwell
In this spell
Or rather curse
To make it worse
So, imma immerse
And disperse
My diverse verse
And not converse
With anyone
Cause it's no fun
When a one-on-one
Becomes a one to one
And you become a nun
To someone
Who's problems way a tonne
And they don't listen to none
You try to outrun
But they've won
Cause what you run from
Ends up chasing you
But what you're running to
Is, the same people
So, it's better to hide
And not confide
Cause they can't guide
And stay tongue tied
To your problems
Cause they can't fix em
Only you can
But if it's too much man
Then see a professional
And be confessional
If your problem's being isolated
Then go out but don't get agitated
And frustrated
When they're belated
Cause I've, also waited
Not dated
But hated
Every second of it
Till I quit
But now I sit
In my pit
I'll admit
It's not lit
I'm a hypocrite
But I'll readmit
That it's shit
Being part of a clique
It left me sick
I'm a sceptic
No tac
To the pack
You aint got my back
So imma evacuate
You aint my mate
This aint fate
Don't try to draw me in
With your grin
It's still thin
Take it on the chin
When you can't win
Without me
Now that you see
You still don't change
It's so strange
How you don't learn
There's still no concern
To earn
It's just someone else's turn
In the succession
No question
So, I'll just be in my room
With my doom and gloom
But it's better than being social