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Realising I don't know my self-worth
Never feeling better
So, I put myself first
Never been a villain
But I'm feeling
Like I'm living with a curse
Always find myself hurt
Always
Looking out for others
Like they're brothers
And mothers
It's in my nature
Even when they're synthetic
Do I regret it?
I don't understand
Treated like I'm
Peter Parker
When I'm Spider-Man
When I'm swinging
Through your neighbourhood
Please don't ask me how I'm doing
Because I am never good
Always fine
Always find
Myself
On the other line
On the line
I can't find a balance
Feeling like I'm wasting
All my time and my talent
On sisters, brothers,
Who ain't even like me?
Like that
On the surface
They're just tryna
Spite me
Spite that
I'm helping them
Every single day
Chilling,
I don't know what else to say
But,
When they're away
I feel lonely
Only
Realising now
Why I won't leave.
I'm resistant
To change
Strange
Never thought I'd arrange
All my thoughts and my feelings
The way I've been dealing
With all of my problems
The way Ima solve them
Through repeating cycles
No bibles
No idols
But what I'm realising
Is that it's vital I...
Live.
I, Live
I live I'm living
I'm feeling
Like I just
Been dealing
(Huh yeah)
I live I'm living
I'm feeling
Like I just
Been dealing
With this
On the daily
But lately
I don't even know
Where to go
I don't know
Where I'll end up
I'll set up
And then I'll flow
Like a river
Just to shiver
Cause the water
Just like snow
Too cold
Why the Lord never show?
What I,
Wanna be doin
In this life
Got to be doing
For miss wife
Got to be living
My life like I'm winning I don't
Even know what I'm doing
But I'm
Still lost
Wondering the cost like