Rewinding my life back 'cause lately it's been kinda crazy
I just f*cked this girl that really did amaze me
Then I dumped her two days after that, motherf*cker just blame me and tame me
'Cause we f*cked in a church in many new ways and I gave her my gravy
So instead of marrying her and raising a baby we went from being holy to haily
And I just want a hole in my head g
Or then give me a whole lotta head b
I might be suicidal and broken but you really don't have to protect me
'Cause my life is my life only
That's none of your business so you should just start rollin' homie huh
My depression is getting worse
I lost my girl, I'm failing school and I'm tied to a motherf*cking curse
I wish there was a gear in life that was called reverse
'Cause I wanna change my life completely until it works
Oh why couldn't my life have just been rehearsed
'Cause either my life just sucks really bad or I suck at living and it hurts
But now I realize that I'll never be there for her when she squirts
And I don't ever have to worry 'bout if she flirts
'Cause that's not my life either and those men are just perverts huh