Qung Xav - Beautiful Again Lyrics

I thought you was my friend
So I was hunted by my love for you once again
I felt weakness in my heart
Just looking for strength
I had to learn to find love
I'm beautiful again
I had an ugly phase
I'm trying to find my way through another maze
I had to pay just to be the boss with high hopes of staying
I see my dreams delaying, I'm a shooter with consistent thoughts of spraying
Ayo, I'm trying to see the sun, my skies are filled with grayness
Hustling for a payment
Comparisons the robbery of joy these niggas playing
I'm so cool, I Go-ku, I'm a super saiyan
Throw a fire at a canvas, nigga, I've been Painting
Swear my brush on insane shit
I see the fire spreading crazy
A small spark can't amaze me
I tell these labels, f*ck you, pay me
Funny how they try to play me
Like I'm living through the 80s, BBSs or Mercedes
And Gucci vests is on my ladies
GG chests looking crazy
Hoe don't mess with mama baby
I plot on elevated moves, bitch, I got a groove
I spot it, then I got it, oouu oouu ouu
Cause lately I've been in tuneee
With the stars and the moonnnnn
With the stars and the moonnn
I've been alone for days
I feel my mind slipping to a state of rage
I'm trying to flip through pages in a weird chapter of my life
They see I'm far from basic
Walk with platinum cages on my Asics
Just bought some toys for my son, but son, I'm nothing to play with
I hold a God's wisdom, far from what my age is
Feel like I've been trapped on Earth for ages
My conscience jumping stages, I'm in a matrix trying to escape it
Cause sickness plaques the minds that's caged in
Getting high without waving, stepping heavy when I'm pacing
Swear I look like God's favorite, history is in the making
Yeah, so the risk is what I'm taking
I thought you was my friend
So I was hunted by my love for you once again
I felt weakness in my heart, just looking for strength
I had to learn to find love, I'm beautiful again
Yeah, I thought you was my friend, so I was hunted by my love for you once again
I felt weakness in my heart, just looking for strength
I had to learn to find love, I'm beautiful again
Now, I'ma find love again
In fact, I am love
I am the love I got
And the love I didn't receive, combined
F*ck with me
My heart is pure, my scars gone scab
But I'ma get back up