JEALOUS Video (MV)

I try not to make comparisons
But victory feels like it's guarded by a fence
And my mind is blowing in the wind
And I don't feel comfortable in my skin
Cause I'm jealous
And I know I shouldn't be, but I am
Cause it's so hard for me to understand
Why everybody else wins, when I do the best I can
Give me a chance
Perfection is a blessing that I can't afford
And rejection is a lesson that makes me feel bored
It's all the same, will it ever change?
But is it me, who takes the blame?
Cause I'm jealous
And I know I shouldn't be, but I am
Cause it's so hard for me to understand
Why everybody else wins, when I do the best I can
Give me a chance