I thought I knew just what I wanted
I must be mistaken or maybe I'm faking it
The path ahead is never certain
Don't go looking for purpose
You'll only feel worthless
You tell me to be patient
Your heart will be your guide
Just dwell in our existence
Be thankful you're alive
Alive alive
But am I really living
Or just lost in the motion
There must be something I'm missing
I'm telling you now
That I can't get it right
But still I try
Looking back at where it all started
Was a man on mission
I never could listen in
The path ahead was never certain
Was never certain
You wish I'd pay attention
I swear I try my best
My mind keeps spinning circles
The chaos in my head is alive
But am I really living
Or just lost in the motion
There must be something I'm missing
I'm telling you now
That I can't get it right
But still I try
Everyday it seems a little harder to think
With all the noise inside of my head
Pressure it starts building up
I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath
Everyday it seems a little harder to think
(Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this)
With all the noise inside of my head
(Don't hold your breathe why do you care if they're listening)
Pressure it starts building up
(hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this)
I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath
(Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this)
Everyday it seems a little harder to think
(Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this)
With all the noise inside of my head
(Don't hold your breathe why do you care if they're listening)
Pressure it starts building up
(hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this)
I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath
But am I really living
Or just lost in the motion
There must be something I'm missing
I'm telling you now
That I can't get it right
But still I try