Qwanye - Baby Showers Lyrics

This shit I worked for, you can't never take it's from within
They done tried to make me fall, tried to make me break, tried to make me bend
But they ain't cause I'm on ten
Walked around with that same clothes, getting joked on by my friends
What the f*ck you mean, this shit ain't pain nigga?, I done been through hell
I done figured out how to be a man, I ain't have no father here
In that dark room all alone nigga, I ain't have nobody body
I know bout that shit, she pop that pussy, Ion want your body, body
Keep you got it, you need it, not me
And I'm making this song while I'm out on the street
Controlling the bottom, I'm far out of reach, but I feel a lot of things I can't see
With my eyes open, I'ma get it for sure, and I'm not joking
Criss cross on the floor with my eyes open, sun up, sun down til the time over
I'ma get it, my story not written, it's here if you willing, to get it
My story rewritten, I'm reborn, let's throw baby showers, come on
This shit ain't come over night, had to put in that work again and again
If you my friend, and then I'm bound to give a hand, I wanna see you win
Everything I done been through, know I remember
Manipulation tactics, how you treat your family members huh?
I done shed tears, this shit like thunderstorm nights, I told God, this my last life
I know, I know, Irma get it right, tryna find the stars up in the sky
Been slayin' demons, battle nexus
Highschool they laughed at my grades, like bitch, I'm goin' through depression
But now I'm goin' through progression, gang
They done tried to test my spirit, I came out every time
I know how to work that bag, control that bag, I want every dime
I taught myself how to walk through the storm, like bitch I'm Mr 5
Independence resilience that I gained, that some take years to find
I be fightin' like a soldier, like a f*cking titan
Each challenge I had became a f*ckin' lesson in self-reliance
This a single cup Styrofoam, never had nobody to lean on
I solved my problems a thousand times, I got it for real just leave me 'lone
In that dark room all alone nigga, I ain't have nobody body
I know bout that shit, she pop that pussy, Ion want your body, body
Keep you got it, you need it, not me
And I'm making this song while I'm out on the street
Controlling the bottom, I'm far out of reach, but I feel a lot of things I can't see
With my eyes open, I'ma get it for sure, and I'm not joking
Criss cross on the floor with my eyes open, sun up, sun down til the time over
I'ma get it, my story not written, it's here if you willing, to get it
My story rewritten, I'm reborn, let's throw baby showers, come on