Did someone call for Mr. 500?
It don't matter. I'm here anyway
Imma speak to your soul
And you know like life is like a fight
But a lot of times, we took pain from that fight when it was meant we gain skill
This the life of a soldier for real
They applaud me never gave them flowers to my face
But be the first ones, bring that shit straight to my grave
I got a double head Buddha, Two men on chains, just like a slave
Isolating all day, just like a man stuck in a cage
Nyema say she like my energy, she don't know this come from pain
Stuck up in the rain, cause they was playing with my brain
Time seem to speed every time I'm conversing with James
I guess that that's a side effect, when you harmonious in the brain
I'll never switch up, but only wise men change
I'll never give up, know some consider me insane
Lift your chin up, you a man honor your name
Know through this hard work, that all these days won't look the same
Won't leave out how I came, F*ck that, I'm a soldier
Go get it what they told him
She say I ain't shit, Well, f*ck that bitch, I bet I show her
Jaz still on my phone, I gotta go, I thought I told ya
I put that work in every day, I come out having motion
Janelle and Julius was like the aunt & uncle I never had
And Afiah ditched me when I fell down, it kind of made me sad
Skipping school with my homie, I had to cut him, I seen his mind was f*cked up
And my mind was f*cked up we both can't be f*cked up
DJ told me don't let no one disrespect what you believe in
Told him that's a bet fasho, I swam all in that deep end
I'm still learning how to love, so please forgive me, I'm not perfect
If you don't mind giving me a hand, then I can show you that I'm worth it
My heart too big, they laughed at me When I was down, I still showed love
Took the knife that I had gave you to survive, you cut me up
You was using me for love, just like a drug, I knew you was
I done gave em all I had, I guess it never was enough
In relationships, we value time, And I'm trying to give you mine
Trying to figure out a way to fit this love inside my grind
If I ain't what you want, I don't want you wasting finite time
Long as you happy, I'll have peace inside my mind
Britney told her what I said, I guess our trust don't beat y'all bond
Elia popped up in my mind, and I just hope you doing fine
Suicidal post, Jayona the only one who reached out
I ain't even know her, but that's the type of love I seek now
Life hitting Mike Tyson, My mama say"these days won't last forever"
I know for sure, cause I done walked out through that cold weather
No gloves on, no beanie, I ain't even have a sweater
Don't slack with all that knowledge, I'm like, you know better, know better
Ho, Ho