Qwanye - Understand Me Lyrics

I hate to take you in this pain
I'll let you step inside my brain
Text hit my phone, say what you doing?
Wanna tell them I've been crying, but would I be less than a man?
I hope you understand this pain
I hope you understand this pain
Sometimes it's hard for me to open up, I don't wan talk sometimes
On God, I don't like talking sometimes
When this pain cut deep like the deep blue sea
As I try to understand my feelings, I hope you understand me
You probably won't, I barely understand me (Just at times)
She say I'm weird, you just don't understand me and how I'm livin
I live the life just like a soldier, ain't no surprise that I'm different
Stood in the rain and gained all this pain, I don't expect no one to get it
Year 22, I was filled with the blues, hurricane in my house, I ain't even make the news
Year 23, I was focused on me, I was moving like Buddha, trying to find me some peace
Year 24, it's a whole new creation, Mr. 500, Arrived on location
When they judge me, I ain't never gonna say shit, this that 500 vibration
Laying outside, all in the grass, watching the clouds pass
Never knew all the knowledge that I gained, Would leave me an outcast
Ankh on my finger, bushido my arm, I stand for the shit on my body
So I kick it alone, barely pick up the phone, cause I don't really fit in with nobody
Text hit my phone, say what you doing?
Wanna tell them I've been crying, but would I be less than a man?
I hope you understand this pain
I hope you understand this pain
Sometimes it's hard for me to open up, I don't wan talk sometimes
On God, I don't like talking sometimes
When this pain cut deep like the deep blue sea
As I try to understand my feelings, I hope you understand me
Watching the movie Wonder and I feel him
You can't fit in when born to stand out
In that fire, I ain't looking for handouts
Lift up my chin, and I say I'm a man
Elevated on rank and I came with a plan
Devil sit on my shoulder, I cut off his head
Visionary leader, I ain't doing no playing
I hopped out that water, put foot on the sand
It's Mr. 500 bonafide, Mr. G. I. D. that's get it done by any means
You know I ain't got no enemies, it's me versus me
But aye, Pain is just like the deep blue sea
Calm on the surface, but it run deep when most people won't see
But just like the sea you always rise
No matter how many waves try to pull you down
It's 500
Gang