Sometimes it seems to pass so slowly
That every second seems an eternity
When waiting for someone to phone me - again
Sometimes it feels it's slipping away
It moves too fast for you to take it all in
An adrenaline rush that all blurs to grey - again
Now that I'm here in the moment
There's an abstract feel of a notion
Like speeding up in slow motion
Like listening to a heart beat
As I sit here in the silence
The world around fades to distance
And I am lost in a memory
It lingers with such persistence
This conversation is just the script
Playing out in a movie
And now I am the villain
In my very own life story
The same mistakes repeatedly
Play for me without mercy
And endlessness of guilty
Thoughts that will still haunt me
Sometime it feels I've been here before
Familiar ground, the words never change
I say these lines over and over again
And time, she makes me old
And time, she makes me run
And time, she makes me realise
I'm done
And time, she makes me cold
And time, she makes me young
And time, she makes me realise
I've won