I keep my head to da sky middle fingers up ten toes down
I don't wanna smile cuz I'm dealing wit da pain right now
I kno it ain't da same right now
Got dis red plastic cup in my hand right now
Ion think u really understand right now
I'm sipping on dis remy
My mind on plenty
I'm coming up wit ways
Feel like I'm in a cage
I wanna get away but I can't right now
I'm waiting for my time but it ain't right now
I jus wanna shine
Money on my mind
Mind on my money
It's time dat I'm coming
Ain't been grinding for nothing
Feeling sick and tired right now
Feel like I'm losing my mind right now
Yea
I got too much pride right now
Won't let u see me cry right now
No
Who da fuk said life was easy
Been thru a whole lot believe me
I jus wish for one day u could be me
Right now don't want nobody to see me
I swear I'm down bad right now
Shit sad right now
Don't wanna laugh right now
Tryna get cuz a nigga neva had right now
Got 2 kids and I swear dey need dey dad right now
I kno I gotta do betta and lord I'm trying
If I stay up on my grind it's gon be fine
Yea
But not right now
Need da light bill paid and da rent due
Wen u down feel like everybody against u
My car might break down any minute I don't fix it datz gon be another issue
Damn
I jus can't pull money outta thin air
U kno jus wat I mean if u been there
Gotta put in all deez hours at da job and I still can't catch up
Dis shit don't match up
Neva seen a month fly by so fast
Rent due again nigga got no cash
Work home work sleep den repeat
Man I swear dis shit creep
Is dis how it gotta be
Daydreaming bout a Bentley jus to slide in
I'm from da gutta so datz wat da fuk my mind in
Want a whole lotta money right now and it's everywhere I swear dat all I gotta do is find it Yea
I swear I'm down bad right now
Shit sad right now
Don't wanna laugh right now
Tryna get cuz a nigga neva had right now
Got 2 kids and I swear dey need dey dad right now
I kno I gotta do betta and lord I'm trying
If I stay up on my grind it's gon be fine
Yea
But not right now