See Through Video (MV)

Round the corner I spot someone I know
And the dread wells up inside
I'd actually really like to talk to you
But then my feet just run away in the other direction

Cause I dont like the pressure
Of having to say something
I don't want to talk
Or for you to hear me
So I'd rather just be on my own
Alone, transparent, see through

So i just stay out of their way
I think things but I don't say
They keep themselves locked away
I try to be see through

My hands shake and I keep my head down
I try to hide cause it's scary being seen
It's not like you've got any bad intentions
But i just don't want the attention on me

'Oh you're awful quiet, are you feeling ok?'
Well yeah, I'm doing great i just don't know what to say
My mind wipes itself blank
I'm not trying to be mean
I'm just very nervous and don't want to be seen

So i just stay out of their way
I think things but i don't say
They keep themselves locked away
I stand beside but don't talk
Three steps behind when I walk
I try to be see through

I know its irrational but I find this so hard
But I'm better than I was and I'll be better than I am
At least I've managed it this far

So I just stay out of their way
I think things but I don't say
They keep themselves locked away
I stand beside but don't talk
Three steps behind when I walk
I try to be see through
It's not as easy as I thought
I guess I've always been see through
Makes me avoid even trying to talk
And I just keep being see through