i can't go back home Video (MV)

I can't talk about it
To anyone I know
I cant take care of me
So I take care of you
I hate the way I act
I'm always on attack
And still hate where I'm at
I still hate that-

It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there's nothing you can do about it
It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there's nothing you can do about it

I don't know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don't know where I'm supposed to live
I payed to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense

I hate every place I go
Can't go home
Got diagnosed
Miss being alone
But I hated being alone
Whenever I wanna go back
I get there and wanna leave again
I see problems in everything
You just hate it everywhere

It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there's nothing you can do about it
It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there's nothing you can do about it

I don't know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don't know where I'm supposed to live
I payed to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense

You are never as young as you want to be
Always looking for something that isn't there
Can't leave it behind
Although I know how hard you have tried
You know you won't ever find

I don't know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don't know where I'm supposed to live
I payed to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense