Racing Days - Days of Gold Lyrics

I feel safe at your apartment
It's warm 'cause you're always baking something
You told me I'm welcome anytime
Show you my card tricks
You can bring some wine
But what would happen
If you were to find out
What I'm really like?
Are you on my side?
Don't know why my hands are shaking
Maybe you weren't part of my equation
Waiting on the last train at Connolly Station
Trying to make it back home before the day ends
I wish I could remember all of their faces
But I know they're slipping away because
I am moving slow
She's in circles behind me
I warned her not to follow
Cause all I will ever want
Is something I could never hold
And all I'm thinking of
Are those days of gold
I felt safe at her apartment
Christmas lights were shining
In a little dark room
Now my eyes sting
At Surf Drive with the ocean
I tried to breathe in
Like you always told me
But everything was clearer
Back when you owned me
I used to say I didn't mind being lonely
Am I on my own?
It hurts 'cause you'll never believe me
And I think of how you used to lead me
Down cobblestone streets on foggy nights
I just wish that we had more time