Rade Jz - Everything I Did // Forgiveness Lyrics

Hey Lord I hope you're there
I been asking for forgiveness
Hope that I've been going through all this pain for a reason
I just hope that it counts for something
Head down on his knees praying he find bliss
Oh the things I did Lord forgive my sins no
Music done made the pain so numb
To the point where I can't think or do much
I get rid of my feelings and face blunts
Crazy how my life changed in just one month
Still I'm lonely and I can't pretend that this shit getting better
But I can't let my mom down so I just pretend that I got it together
Even though I'm still struggling with this hurt and if I'm speaking honestly
It's kinda scary what might just become of me
If I don't let out all the anger inside of me
That been built up from all of those times I was suffering
That done built up from all of those times they were doubting me
Hope you don't feel like ya be wasting your energy
I'm a friend not an enemy
Cuz it's too many times I put my life in jeopardy
For people who ain't never cared for me
And that's just how it be
I swear this shit never working for me
And damn it it ain't what it seem
All this pain I got won't set me free
It won't set me free
It won't set me free
It won't set me free
And damn it it ain't what it seem
Uh-uh uh uh uh uh
It's Rade Jz in this!