I began
Watching the people dancing on the floor
Felt like rain
Like if I found a nature for this sore
Every time I've been looking out to score
No matter what I'd get, I had already lost
Many years, I've spent a lifetime in this cheat
Just a boy, already addicted to the heat
Got tired of this perspective had to quit
Recalling lines of teenage songs
I drawn my face to get relief
Memories of a misfit
If you know the meaning
Of these words I know
You've never found a way to fit in
This life
You know I've wasted too much time spent just watching other lives
An overwhelming sense of grime felt to fit in that disguise
If I could start again
There would be no shame
No more
The play goes on, I just can't feel you're there
Angry words, you'll leave but nevermind I just don't care
And I
Carried it on and on and on
So far no reason came along
To not to make me think of this as a
Trap for rats
Lines go flat
I wish I was no more
Years ago
Life that goes
Shadier with the age