Rafar - Essence Lyrics

I'm trying
But I'm tired
And I don't wanna loose this fight
(loose this fight)
Deep inside me
I feel like I'm drowning
And I think I need a Messiah
Woah
I wanna leave it all
I think I had enough
But the troubles keeps on coming
The road is harder now
And I want my peace of mind
So mi ganja keeps on burning
(keeps on burning)
Shey you know say tears no dey show under water
So many pains wey we see for the waka
Na em make me no fit hate on a brother
If e sure for me, e done sure for my nigga
So many reasons made me look for the raba
So many days we no sleep for this matter
Woah woah woah woah woah woah
Oh no no no no
What's the essence of losing a blessing
Just to learn a lesson? (just to learn a lesson)
What's the essence of losing a blessing
Just to learn a lesson? (learn a lesson)
Uhh Uhh
Pain make you leave me go
Pain make you leave me go
Uhh (It's killing me, killing me)
Uhh
Pain make you leave me go
Pain make you leave me go
I'm drowning in silence
Still don't need your kindness
Singing peace in violence
Tell me where we heading for sure? (for sure)
Tell me where we heading for sure?
Shey you know say tears no dey show under water
So many pains wey we see for the waka
Na em make me no fit hate on a brother
If e sure me e done sure for my nigga