October Hills Video (MV)

Lame Saturday morning
Clouds blocking my view of the crystal clear skies
Last night is a blur yet memories are flooding my mind
I think I saw someone standing there, asking me if I was fine
From what I can recall, I felt my life was a lie
It's finally October and it feels like hell
Seems like yesterday you were still around
You're gone now but I know that you're near
But for f*ck's sake, I wish you were here
It's now been years since you've passed
We're all still dealing with the pain
And the sadness will always last
It's just not easy
It's just not clear how you seem to suddenly disappear
And though good memories remain
I can't help but ask God why
It's finally October and it feels like hell
Seems like yesterday you were still around
You're gone now but I know that you're near
But for f*ck's sake, I wish you were here