Raging Machine - Ain't Easy Loving Me Lyrics

I'm sorry I missed your call again
Got lost in my head, don't know where I've been
You said, It's not hard, just pick up the phone
But I swear I don't mean to leave you alone
You're my anchor, my light, my favorite sound
But my mind's a hurricane spinning 'round
I get loud when I'm happy, too quiet when I'm not
But loving you is the one thing I haven't forgot
Oh, I know it ain't easy, loving someone like me
I'm a tangle of thoughts, a restless symphony
But if you can hold on through the highs and the lows
I'll love you forever, just so you know
You left me notes on the fridge last week
Don't forget dinner, Friday at three
But the clock slipped away in the blink of an eye
And now I'm here trying to apologize
I see the patience fading from your face
It's not fair to you, I know my place
But every time I stumble, you're still around
Picking me up when I let you down
Oh, I know it ain't easy, loving someone like me
I'm a tangle of thoughts, a restless symphony
But if you can hold on through the highs and the lows
I'll love you forever, just so you know
I want to be the guy you deserve
But my focus is scattered, my edges curve
You're the calm in my chaos, the line I trace
The one steady thing in this dizzy space
I'll work to show you how much I care
Even if my love's a little unaware
It's not about trying, it's about being true
And I'm all in, if it's me and you
Oh, I know it ain't easy, loving someone like me
I'm a tangle of thoughts, a restless symphony
But if you can hold on through the highs and the lows
I'll love you forever, just so you know
So here's my heart, it's a little frayed
But it beats for you every single day
I may lose track, but I'll always belong
With you, my love, where I'm steady and strong