Trapped in a Paradox
Losing my direction now I'm feeling so lost
She's giving me directions but I don't know the cost
We only started talking that one night when you were crossed (Yuh)
Yeah I remember back then
Back when we was talking as friends
You made me feel like a man
I didn't want to pretend that I didn't want you right then
Then you told me that you wanted me
I felt so motherf*cking lucky
How could you even like me
Didn't see what you could see
I didn't care I was happy
Then that one night
You came right over to my place
Walked down the hall to my room wait
Opened my door and looked me in the face
You let me give your sweet lips a taste
Now i can't help but feel happy I'm with the most perfect lady
I can't help but call you baby
You can count on me it's always yes and never maybe
I would do anything for you
I think I fell in love and this time it was true
But now fast forward
I can never get you out of my head
Stuck inside my memories back when you held my hand
Feeling broken down and all this darkness I can't stand
I think about you all the time
You never even left my mind
No no no
I still get that feeling when I see you
I still want you in my life baby I need you
I never wanted you to let go
You never even wanted to go no
Now I'm drowning in my cup because of you girl
Now I'm ruining my lungs because of you girl
Now I'm trying to just piece it all together
Thought the feelings that we shared were supposed to last forever
But now fast forward
I can never get you out of my head
Stuck inside my memories back when you held my hand
Feeling broken down and all this darkness I can't stand
I think about you all the time
You never even left my mind no
Thinking bout the times when I met you
Thinking bout the love that I gave you
Had me so convinced that I knew you
Now I look at you I see through you
Trying to get over all the pain but I'm
Trapped inside a nightmare I see again and again
I wish I could fill this empty void inside my of heart
But after what you did you really tore us both apart no
I can't find peace of mind
I'm trapped in a nightmare of mine
I can't leave you have to believe
Clawing at the walls and now i'm bursting by the f*cking seams