Ralaxy - 2OO7? Lyrics

I'm here now
Was it true?
The news ain't old
They told me already
Live with it now, how will you put it?
Can y'all hear me?
Arriving at this time and location
You looked over me
Watching my life in the moment
Thought that never leaving my head
Who you gon' meet in the Edison?
Y'all was the age
Shouldn't be doing this
Ahead to get that check
Seem so loving, hustling
Where's the other?
I didn't watch a thing
They know I won't think
You see the family
Nobody mad at me
Just the look at my mom
What was she doing?
She don't got the answer
Eyes around the halls
She wanna see that life though
God was calling
Welcoming, and somebody
Came in the house
The stare was at me
Five one's in the room and they out
Grandma always in front of my vision
My mind got used to it
Mom and Dad was in the background
Splitting up, but no cutting at the end
Which way they gotta see me?
In the middle
The needed to focus
No time for other priorities
A little bit attention wouldn't hurt
Raising over time
Forget about it
Hanging with mom
Over the light
And not waiting for anything
Sitting for nothing
Where's everybody?
It's only two in the house and
Both got no idea
Spreading the difficulties
Was it the way I was acting?
Not spending time and not talking
The discipline missing
I gotta learn it myself
Dad reaching back of the phone and calling
Every few weeks
Back in order
Coming back to the north side
I don't say much, where's the memory?
Don't really go outside
Honest with the people
The lie wouldn't make us feel no type of way
They say, but don't realize what we really got
Bond and build up
Mom said learned when you happened
But with what intention?
God put it to the testing
And growing to be unseen
Usually it wouldn't be that long
Few breaks in between
What's been the update with him?
Not doing all that much
In the room with the lights off
I got a question
You created me for a reason
Let me out when nobody ready
But if it was years later
Knowing that mom married now
She having a kid
But it's the fullest commitment
Waiting a little longer
And daddy looking more different
My spirit inside of my sister
No more missing
And losing all kind of relations
Said you hope she don't come out to be like me
Addressing with mom
But she on your side
What was the turning on me?
Haven't been talking to you (Which)
Ma said you calling him Dad
He never told that he love me
Not trying to contact, through it already
Keeping it to myself
Two against me
All the ones I forgot
Ones I remember the most
Trying to be the best version of myself
Making them proud
Still in the process
Wish the behavior didn't define me
Put me on to another test
I know I'll find a other purpose somewhere
Not gonna rush the plan
You got hide that spot
I'll hold the hand and go reach out
Isolation
We know the rules
I come close
But it's honestly the right place
Fear the splitting
Inside alone
I thank them for you
With the car crash Dad had, never would've been with you
If he never called back and
Didn't make it back home
Everything and everybody happen
Just don't question the climax
The ways I've been finding
Stuff the best for the rest of us
You telling what I'ma do
Nothing that gotta be big
Why I face today
Trusting and see the testing
It doesn't matter the place
Attempting all the things to go do
Watching stuff I might not enjoy
Why can't you get up and make songs?
Stacking the reason you think all
All I could do is think, niggas be doing shit, what they do
Thinking their something a little bigger
I put a frame on it
If I think it's good
So y'all be getting my own picture
It was all of my act
I don't see the view losing
But the fixing
In front of me
Reaching closer
Still in the room with the thoughts never leave
Find a product
What's the result they got?
Hope they see it
But don't take it lightly
That look you gave the belly
Gatherings new perception
Look it as a blessing
Lay back
Do the resting
Some niggas cannot be accepting