3L MiSM0 CANCi0N? Video (MV)

It's me again, I'm gonna stay here to speak
Wanna realize what I've done wrong lately, nah, for real
Put the big events on the side, all day watching how I handle, not great
Getting my mind set, it ain't stagnate, thank you for the day (El mismo canción)
What's been up with me? Why I'm acting like this
Asking how I feel when I heard, but don't know to respond
How to do it? I wouldn't rather stare
When I got everything, everyone, know they function well
But pray how I'm gonna approach it, can't escape it
This the path I succumb to, close my eyes, have your hands reach out to me
More connection, be stronger, all I want is that closure
Nothing all that big, I never been tough all with you
Never hopeless, remember back then when I made that promise?
Nothing gonna change for the better, It's the present that count
I've seen the day, losing it, and it caught others attention
But I never see myself in a position with that crazy way
But respecting, apologies to the ones I disappoint
Ones that I judge, can't be dead, legacy now, he was benevolent
Couple issues though, every time I deserve, I pray that you come and serve it
You can see how I battle, he put the demons in human form all around me
How they testing? That's my goal at the end (Be better)
Silence at the bottom, thanks for the hand I get to hold
Not many people get that, affecting, touching different
It's been awkward, I come to you with guilt, thank you for loving me
Mom still leave the food for me, I don't do the kind acts to go impress you
Do it because I'm raised to be that way, help me not get jealous
When I see somebody else got a gift from you right before me
But then ask why? I'm putting up with this harder
Never question the plan you got, know the feeling
After those kind of moments, Mom said stay home
Dad said reflect, they can't tolerate this for good reason
Sleep it off, and darkness came closer, but awake with the light
Call the phone, bawl my eyes out, ripping off the pictures and flush them (El mismo canción)
Call security, I'm more than grateful for having you
All the times you've been watching this, I don't need that commiseration
Thank you for the patience, thank you for the team
Thank you for the beings, thank you for family
Sentimental about so many things, cancel plans, Miles wasn't ever about that
He don't really need to be, but I reciprocate
And with the ones he spoke to, I never thanked 'em enough to open up
I could've done that same execution but that let go
Not trying to waste energy on the negatives, I could have seen the warnings
Got to the point it was serious, home didn't feel like it
Thank you for the mistakes, thank you for the grace
Thank you for the faces I see every day
I know what they say to me is so hard to believe, but it's true
Sorry for taking it for granted, looking for me when I ranted
Shut down devices, I want to have a talk
Have us in check in, ain't anybody else but me and just you
Ain't nobody know what happened to us
Seeing that you wanna tell it so bad, but don't know
Now you're having so many ways, and more problems
Wish I would've had somebody watching, but it was a lesson, I gotta be learning when I'm alone
Go home and take naps, but feel like the same
Then the thoughts have been crawling up, I need you
I don't want nobody speaking up for me
I cannot build a motivation, I want to tell the truth to my side? more like myself
Wasn't nothing baffling, hoping that you know
Having you was all I really needed
Watching over what's been happening, and then you see it
Started May, but we know the rest, that don't mean I cannot blame 'em
(El mismo canción)